| i hate leaving
i was supposed to move into my apartment yesterday but i had nothing packed and my parents worked anyways so i couldn't go
i don't want to leave at all and i'm already considering transfering to umd second semester
i haven't even moved to the cities yet and i already hate it more then anyone will ever know
i feel bad becasue tyler moved into the apartment yesterday and so he's
there with just my brother and andy.... but i'm sure he's getting along
just fine
i am supposed to go to the fair tomorrow come home finishing packing
and then drive back to the cities on tuesday with my mom to move in....
maybe i will just forget to move in and not go to class and i'll just have to be home schooled through college
i don't understand how i can spend an entire summer staying out of
everyone's lives and yet still get my ass chewed out here or there for
things that never really happened or things that were exaggerated about
a trillion times
did i mention i hate the university of minnesota?
i only wanted to go there because i knew two people who were going
there for the same thing i was and now both aren't going and one hates
me
i'm really sick of life
all you who are staying home for college YOU ARE SO LUCKY!
i'm trying to pack as little as possible cuz i have my mind on coming home
i hate all of this
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| hola
soooo i have a few random thoughts to blurt out and i think it's about time for an entry of Lauren's Random Thoughts....
i am at bridal traditons right now working my 3rd to last day here thank god
i feel like throwing up cuz i just ate a meat sandwich from the gas station
i found my dream beach wedding dress today and tried it on....
i'm really considering buying it
i need mo money
i have to finish goddamn graduation thank yous
i am in a wedding in less then 2 weeks now...
that means i have 2 weeks to lose about 30 pounds
i have to pee
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| Happy Fucking June Everyone!!!!!!
School is done in 2 days and they will be the most stressful 2 days of my life
i am barely hanging on to my b's in anatomy and biology sooooo lets hope grembo is in an extra giving mood the next couple days...
tonight will be an all nighter... i have to write my english research paper, study for anatomy final, and study the anatomy of a fucking turtle
turtles suck
honor fucking court is tomorrow night and i would rather die then go... it is a bunch of bull shit. having like 5 practices for the "top ten percent" of the senior class to learn how to walk down a fucking aisle... enough said
i have been working at bridal traditions and trade secret almost everyday now and for the rest of my fucking life and my paychecks still suck ass SO i might just quit both of them and get away for the summer 
that is all
PEACE 
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| i actually had fun at prom.....
weird
back to the hell hole tomorrow 
peace duders
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| today is my birthday
it has been like every other stupid day
last night me and shelley's party was ... eventful?
i feel like i can't do anything right anymore and people just overall dislike me
i found my new favorite tanning place
its 11 oclock on my birthday and i went out to dinner with my parents,
came home put on pjs, watched newlyweds and made bracelets all
alone.... i would have had more fun stabbing myself in the foot with
sharp objects and shooting myself in the arm multiple times
bye
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